I'm so sorry, Veroncia... I don't think u would get to see my picture... .... I'm really sorry. It'z not my fault. My friendz never wanted to come to my birthday party... First, they say, "Ok! I'll ask my parents." Second, they say, "OMG.... I can't wait for ur party." [[ That means they're going]] And then I was SO excited. Next, they say, "Ohh... sorry, Lena. I can't come to ur birthday party." Like my friend, Aime... she said she could come. Then she said she couldn't. That's what happened LAST year! And I cancled the party. Then she says that she can come. Then she says she can't! If she coudl come, she would bring her cuzin with her. I told my sis. So, there was only 2 left. She didn't say anything but looked sad "for" me. My sister: What are u going to do? Me: Let's just cancel it.....(then my eyes started getting watery). My sister: Awww... don't cry. (she hugged me) I started crying. My sister: Lena... You're a big girl now. Me: *in my head: And big girls don't cry...* (That's a song "Big Girls Don't Cry") My sister: I hate myself.... I know what she meant. Whatever happens to her, would happen to me. What ever happens to me, would happen to her. And she never gets to throw out a party... except for this year (January 28, 2007.) or was it 2006? IDK. But, I don't blame her. It's not her fault. it's her friendz problem. And It'z my friendz problem. Only Angela cares MOST about the party. Angela's dad knows me... well, a little. And her dad knows my dad... a little. We're both Chinese families. Angela is my 2nd BFF. I wish i could invite Taissa... :[ Sorry. I don't feel liek continuing to the "Story". It makes me really ... I was crying yesterday. |